perfection..

assalamualaikum..
do you ever thinking about the word perfection. what do you think the meaning of perfection for you.
not everyone is perfect. but for me,  I WANT A PERFECT LIFE. so please Mr.... please prepare all. so that 1 day, i wont regret having and loving you. i dont judge you by your wealth or your figure, but at least i want you to bring me happiness and i want you to take care of me. maybe i seem to be okay all the time but inside of me, no want know.
giving the time to know your for almost 3 years make me thinking. well, you know:
im not really know you at our first meet  at the plkn as i suppose. just known you as a friend. i never thought that you will have crush on me. i just take you as a friend. however after a few month.. you ask me to be your partner so that i can share everything with you.
 but dont get me wrong, you are my amor but before our relationship getting proven by my family and the law, we still a stranger that have limitation for our behavior. always remember that..

p/s: i love my family over you.
      i love my friend over you.
      but when it become official by our law and religion..
      i love you than anything.
      i want to have a PERFECTION in my life.