KENDURI KE KENDIRI??

ASSALAMUALAIKUM...

KENDURI!! 20/02/2011
nak happy ke apa ek? bukan apa...hahahaha.. never mind..
ahad nie kenduri unuk azwan. kasi botak dia punye kepala..wahahahawahaha
jahat tol kak long die nie.
aku nak ajak mr.m x? lagipun aku tak ade no die...ahahahaha
x pe la.. wokey :

akan bermula kepenatan pada esok hari sampai hari isnin...harap2 mood aku ok la.. bukan apa..aku ni da pandai buat muka tau..aku pon tak tahu mana datang nye perangai buruk ni..haahahaha

15/02/2011

assalamualaikum...

huaaaa....fail dz hilang la...dz rasa bende tu dz akan perlukan time praktikal nanti..aduhai..
macam mana ni?
uahuahuahuaau....HHHUUUUUAAAAA
dz akan teruskan mencari...

IM GONNA FIND YOU OK..MY SWEET FILE!!!

14/02/2011

assalamualaikum..
wau..felt so sleepy now. okay. what i'm gonna to write in this entry.
since i rarely log in my blog, i felt different as other say. okay. it beens 2 month since he left me.not like left left just going somewhere further than me. lately this one month, he rarely call or text me. why? am i have done something wrong? why i have this feeling?
what its call? i don' really understand this feeling. and i don't know whether i like him? neither love him?
giving the opportunity to love and be loved is something that wonderful. everyone will get it you know.
that all for now.

08/02/2011

SUDDENLY I FEEL LIKE WANNA HIT SOMETHING..

                                                     -DZJOURNEY

08/02/2011

assalamualaikum..
dz happy sangat hari ini, dan dz harap tak ade yang akan mengubah mood dz ari ini..bukan apa. kalau ada slack nanti, dz mula la nak rasa naik angin. hehehehe.. semalam dz on phone with my brother, Mr.F.best gak la. dapat dengar suara dia. lama tak dengar kan plus lama tak jumpa. dia tak sihat. batuk dan selsema. tula..keje je sampai  tak terjaga kesihatan.

TAKE CARE MR.F, ADIK DOAKAN AGAR ABANG CEPAT SEMBUH..

chanda chamke fanaa

chanda chamke cham cham chikhen chaukanna chor
chiti chaate chini chatori chinikhor
chanda chamke cham cham chikhen chaukanna chor
chiti chaati chini chatori chinikhor
kitna mushkil yeh gaana zara gaake dikhana
chanda chini chamke chaate chaukanna chikhe chor
chanda chamke cham cham chikhen chaukanna chor
chiti chaati chini chatori chinikhor


khadaksingh ke khadakne se khadakti hain khidkiyaan
khidkiyon ke khadakne se khadakta hain khadaksingh
khadaksingh ke khadakne se khadakti hain khidkiyaan
khidkiyon ke khadakne se khadakta hain khadaksingh
kitna mushkil yeh gaana zara gaake dikhana
khadak khadak ke khadake khidki khadaksingh ka khadke zor
chanda chamke cham cham chikhen chaukanna chor
chiti chaati chini chatori chinikhor
chanda chamke cham cham chikhen chaukanna chor
chiti chaati chini chatori chinikhor


pakke ped par paka papita paka ped ya paka papita
pake ped ko pakde pinku pinku pakde paka papita
pakke ped par paka papita pakda pinki paki ka kapda
kapda (everyone laughs)
pakke ped par paka papita paka ped ya paka papita
pake ped ko pakde pinku pinku pakde paka papita
kitna mushkil yeh gaana zara gaake dikhana
pakke ped par paka papita paka ped ya paka papita
pake ped ko pakde pinku pinku pakde paka papita
chanda chamke cham cham chikhen chaukanna chor
chiti chaati chini chatori chinikhor
chanda chamke cham cham chikhen chaukanna chor
chiti chaati chini chatori chinikhor
kitna mushkil yeh gaana zara gaake dikhana
chanda chini chamke chaate chaukanna chikhe chor
chanda chamke cham cham chikhen chaukanna chor
chiti chaati chini chatori chinikhor

..

MISSING HIM RIGHT NOW. WHERE IS HE?

                                                                             -DZJOURNEY

06/02/2011

assalamualaikum...
hurmmm...
what he doing right now? you know sometimes i do feel something..just i'm not sure what it is yet.
giving this opportunity make me wonder. am i ready yet. to open my heart for someone. 

SOMETIMES WE NEEDS SOMEONE TO KNOW OURSELF...

                                                          -DZJOURNEY

SOMETIMES WE NEEDS SOMEONE TO KNOW OURSELF...

                                                          -DZJOURNEY

YOU DON'T KNOW ME YET. IT SEEM LIKE 3 YEARS IS STILL NOT ENOUGH

                                               - DZJOURNEY 

I WILL ALWAYS PUT MY FAMILY FIRST, THEN I THINK ABOUT YOU.

changes?

assalamualaikum..
boleh ke kita percaya kat kaum lelaki.. dz rasa kepercayaan kaum hawa makin lama makin nipis. kenapa lelaki tak pernah nak menghargai kita? just hoping that he will not brake my trust because dz trust him with all my heart.. memang susah kan.. kadang-kadang dz rasa something bila dia jauh.. tipu la kalau dz kata yang dz nie tak ade prasangka.. cuma lelaki nie susah nak percaya. dz harap yang dia tak macam tu.

p/s: i willing to let you go if i make you suffer. although it will be hard to do so..
      if you have something to tell, spit it out. dont make me know it from other...
      it will be world war 3 then..

i'll be back by 2 pm

[Junsu]

I'll be back

Neon dashi nareul chajeul geoya

Geuttae dashi naega ol geoya

Geu nugudo neoreul naboda sarang hal sun eopgie

[Wooyoung]

Gabjagi ireom eotteokhae nan eotteokke

Haran malya nega dodaeche

Eottehke irae nan nega nal

Yeongweonhi saranghalgeoran mal mideotdan malya

[Chansung]

Yaksokhaetjanha yeongweonhi byeonhaji maljago

Urineun bunmyeong maejeojin jjagirago

Bunmyeonghi matdago

Nega geureohke yaegihaetjanha

[Junsu]

I'll be back

Neon dashi nareul chajeul geoya

Geuttae dashi naega ol geoya

Geu nugudo neoreul naboda sarang hal sun eopgie

[Junho]

You'll be back

Neoneun dashi dora ol geoya

Geuraeseo neol bonaeneun geoya

Naneun ara nega na eopshin motsandan geoseul

I'll be back

[Wooyoung]

(Neon nan urin) Heeojil su ga eopseo

[Wooyoung]

(Nega) Chakgageul hana bwa

Igeon nuguna

Hanbeonjjeum gyeokkneun gobiil ppuniya jeongshincharyeo

[Chansung]

Dashi saenggakhae (saenggakhae) amuri

Mareul hae jweobwado imi neon

Mareul deudji anha meariro doraojanha (~ojanha)

[Junsu]

I'll be back (be back)

Neon dashi nareul chajeul geoya (neon nareul chajeul geoya)

Geuttae dashi naega ol geoya (nan ara)

Geu nugudo neoreul naboda sarang hal sun eopgie

[Junho]

You'll be back (you)

Neoneun dashi dora ol geoya (dashi naegero)

Geuraeseo (dora ol geoya) neol bonaeneun geoya (nan ara)

Naneun ara nega na eopshin motsandan geoseul

[Taecyeon]

Listen baby girl

Geurae doraseojulke

Meotjige namjadabge nohajulke

Geurigo neol gwichanke

Haji anhke mareobshi jeo dwieeseo

Jugeun deushi seoseo

Barabolke neoneun moreuge geunyang meolli seo

Aju manhi tteoreojyeoseo naeui jonjaereul

Nega wanjeonhi ijeobeorige Uh~

[Nichkhun]

But you better know that I'm not giving you away

Will I ever stop waiting no way

It'll be the same in my world

I'm your boy You're my Girl

Jamkkan geudael bonaejiman

Nan nega dashi doraol georan

Geol ara geureoni geokjeong mara nega sseureojil ttae

I'll be back (I'll be back, I'll be back)

[Junsu]

I'll be back (I'll be back)

Neon dashi nareul chajeul (you know) geoya

(Neon dora ol geoya)

Geuttae dashi naega ol geoya (naega ol geoya)

Geu nugudo neoreul (no) naboda sarang hal sun eopgie

(Nobody, love you like me)

[Junho]

You'll be back (you'll be back)

Neoneun dashi dora ol geoya

Geuraeseo neol bonaeneun geoya

(I know) Naneun ara nega

(You know) Na eopshin motsandan geoseul

(Neon dora ol geoya) I'll be back

sometimes being nice is hurting me.

p/s: i love to be nice. but i have too make sure that i must not be too nice.. i can bring danger to me..

march... (bln 3)

assalamualaikum...

eventually, that month, there is 2 event that i suppose to wish someone birthday.. however, somewhere somehow... that 2 person is someone that i care. 18 of march and 27 of march.. 2 different people with 2 different personalities.. having they in my life make my world. Mr.A and Mr.M.. it been over between me and Mr.M.. i really2 miss that time in school.. i just wish wish a happy life with his beloved girlfriend, Miss H. but, it a new beginning for me with Mr.A. we known for 3 years now. and we been serious for  about 6 month.

p/s:  just being someone that normal.. what am i talking about? lol..

I HOPE BY FT ISLAND :)

(HongKi)

Haruga jinago handari jinado

Neoege yeonragu ojireul anhasseo

Nun muri heulleo gaseumi apa

Aniya jamsippunya anilgeoya anilgeoya

Anilgeoya nareul dallaejima

Niga ddeonan bin jariman keojyeoga

(HongKi)

Neoreul dasi bwado neon neon nae sarang

Subaekbeon bwado nan nan ne sarang

Haneuri maejeojun neon nae sarang

Niga jamsi gireul ilheun geot bbuniya

Dasi taeeonado neoman barae

Dasi saranghaedo neoman barae

Doraol geoya doraol geoya

Niga eobtneun naneun eobseunikka

(SeungHyun)

Nal saranghanda haenohgo dodaeche eodiro ddeonangeoya

Nareul beorigo jameun naedu songgajido

Uri yagsokkkajido na beorigo kkaebeorigo eoddeohge ddeona

(HongKi)

Ggumilgeoya ggeumilgeoya ggeumilgeoya nareul sogijima

Nameun honja namgyeojin ge seorowo

(HongKi)

Neoreul dasi bwado neon neon nae sarang

Subaekbeon bwado nan nan ne sarang

Haneuri maejeojun neon nae sarang

Niga jamsi gireul ilheun geot bbuniya

Dasi taeeonado neoman barae

Dasi saranghaedo neoman barae

Doraol geoya doraol geoya

Niga eobtneun naneun eobseunikka

(HongKi)

Imodeunge akmongilgeora nan saenggakhaesseo

Ajebangi ggumeseo kkaegiman barae

(JaeJin)

Oneuli jinago naeil ddo nun ddeumyeon

I modeunge hyeonsiri anin ggumigil barae Oh

Modeunge hyeonsilboda deo miwehaettdeon ggumiyeottgil

Naneun balae neol balae ajikdo neoreul wonhae

(HongKi)

Dasi doribwado neon neon nae sarang

Sucheonbeon bwado nan nan ne sarang

Haneuri heoreukhan neon nae sarang

Urin jamsi meoreojyeottdeon geot bbuniya

Dareun yeojang bwado neoman barae

Dareun saranghaedo neoman barae

Doraol geoya doraol geoya

Naega eobtneun neoneun eobseunikka

(SeungHyun)

Nan maeil bam gidohae nae haengbok aneun bulhaengeul wihae

Neon naega anin dareun sarang mothage

Nan neo animyeon andwae nae shimjangi neol malhae

Naneun byeonham eobseo dasi taeeonado neoman barae

(HongKi)

Dasi taeeonado neoman barae dasi saranghaedo neoman barae

Doraolggeoya doraolkkeoya niga eobtneun naneun eobseunikka

p/s: when you watch the music video you can catch the meaning beside the lyrics of the song..

it so wonderful..

perfection..

assalamualaikum..
do you ever thinking about the word perfection. what do you think the meaning of perfection for you.
not everyone is perfect. but for me,  I WANT A PERFECT LIFE. so please Mr.... please prepare all. so that 1 day, i wont regret having and loving you. i dont judge you by your wealth or your figure, but at least i want you to bring me happiness and i want you to take care of me. maybe i seem to be okay all the time but inside of me, no want know.
giving the time to know your for almost 3 years make me thinking. well, you know:
im not really know you at our first meet  at the plkn as i suppose. just known you as a friend. i never thought that you will have crush on me. i just take you as a friend. however after a few month.. you ask me to be your partner so that i can share everything with you.
 but dont get me wrong, you are my amor but before our relationship getting proven by my family and the law, we still a stranger that have limitation for our behavior. always remember that..

p/s: i love my family over you.
      i love my friend over you.
      but when it become official by our law and religion..
      i love you than anything.
      i want to have a PERFECTION in my life.